Knock me out!
July 12, 2016
Sleep or more the deprivation of sleep is ruining my vacations. While B. can just fall asleep anywhere anytime and M. can sleep through loud chatter from his phone, right by his head, I try desperately to find a quiet place to sleep. But noise is constant, and noise is everywhere. I just can't fall asleep. Instead, I'm crying. Because I'm exhausted, because I'm fed up of not sleeping. Because I'm envious of those who can fall asleep so easily. Story of my life, as usual. I often think about hitting my head strongly against the wall to knock myself out. Yet, I have a feeling the headache the following day might just not be worth it. So I wait for sleep to call on me... And I wait...